FEELING YOU AND LOOKING FOR YOU [Fragment for my wife before

… from you the air carried vertigo and nectar, silica and gold, rain;
it was when in the middle of my chest a tear originated,
a detachment or commotion,
a wild and grand, enormous and unknown explosion:
an endless light, an immortal song;

… because isn't that sacred moment when the birds are breaths of fire,
among divine ivy and the indigo of the sun and sing?
it was hearing them, oh lover, when I knew that night did not exist,
that the earth was opal and crystal, and that the end of the world would consist only
in not being a god the champion of your sublime mortal palpitations;
… I want to return, return to the air, to the condition of total love, to the intense bonfire
in which living water is a source of honor and thirst,
yours and mine, love,
yours and mine;

… I am passing over a field of roses;
I laugh and cry,
I am looking for you.
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Antonio Justel/Orión de Panthoseas
https://oriondepanthoseas.com
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