A Homosexual Jerk (praying for acceptance)
My Mother looked in my eyes and told me a few things that are going wrong in my life
She told me I’m abnormal, mentallity ill, twisted and confused
To embrace me, to show me that she loves me, that’s what she refused
In this moment I was chilled to the bone,
I know I’n not perfekt, but I live my life on my own
She hindes her profound aversion behind false pretences
I try to hinde my dissapointment
It’s self defense
I ask her if its better to see me down
It doesn’t matter to her she’s interested in her own
I’M SORRY I’M NOT PERFECT
I’M NOT WHAT YOU WANT ME TO BE
I’M NOT YOUR SHOWPIECE ANYMORE
I’M JUST A HOMOSEXUAL JERK
I’M PRAYING FOR ACCEPTANCE
Refrain:
My pain is yours and yours is mine
It’s drivin’ me insane
Please divide the line
It’s choking myself in shame
My pain is yours and yours is mine
I PRAY FOR ACCEPTANCE
IN EVERY HOUR, IN EVERY MINUTE AND IN EVERY SECOND OF MY EMBARRASSING LIFE
The deep look into her eyes told me that I’m abhorrend, disgusting, unpleasant, and lazy
Her eyes told me that she’s sick with me, that’s crazy
I beg to her for showing me that she loves me
I beg to her for suffering my way of life
A FUCKIN’ NORMAL HUMAN, BEING HETEROSEXUAL AND STRAIGHT
THAT’S WHAT YOU WANT ME TO BE
SORRY I HAVE TO LET YOU DOWN, THAT ALWAYS EXPECTED PERSON ISN’T ME
Refrain
My pain is yours and yours is mine
It’s drivin’ me insane
Please divide the line
It’s choking myself in shame
My pain is yours and yours is mine
I PRAY FOR ACCEPTANCE EVERY DAY
IN EVERY HOUR, IN EVERY MINUTE AND IN EVERY SECOND OF MY EMBARRASSING LIFE
Mom I love you, but you don’t say “I love you too”
Mon I need you, but you don’t say “I need you too”
Mom I’m satisfied with you, but you don’t say “I’m satisfied with you too”
And when I say “Goodnight” to you, you just say “YES” and not “Goodnight” too
I’M A HOMOSEXUAL JERK, PRAYING FOR ACCEPTANCE
OPEN YOUR EYES AND REALIZE
I can’t be perfect… I’m sorry…so sorry…
I love you
THAT’S WHAT I ALWAYS REGRET
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Publié sur e-Stories.org sur 25.03.2007.
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